You might have noticed that I haven’t
posted an outfit post in a while. I’m acutely aware of this. When I look back
through old blog posts on The Emma
Edition, I don’t feel that I’ve completely captured my style. No one has seen
my lava lamp-patterned shirt, or pajama nightgowns I wear as jumpers, my fuzzy Muppet
sweater (actually, that's what I am wearing in the photo above), or gold-plated “Vibes” necklace that are tenets of my wardrobe, except
for the people I hang out with IRL. Even when I do feature my outfits here, they
aren’t truly outfit posts by bloggers’ standards—typically, I am already
wearing the outfit and am usually outside doing an activity that the post is
centered on, or, if I am just at home posing for the photo, I include a story
along with it. To me, every outfit is not just an item of clothing; it has a
story to tell. Still, how could my blog
truly ever show every side of myself or style?
I recently wrote a piece on The
Huffington Post called “If You Didn’t ‘Like’ On Facebook, Did You Ever Like It
At All?” which I think applies here, too. If I didn’t ever post about wearing a
certain outfit, it’s assumed that it’s not part of my style. This is a quote
from the article:
“It's more about the fact
that since I've joined the Internet, I feel really protective over which tastes
I share -- which is sad, because really, the Internet is supposed to be a place
of democracy. And sure, it may sound shallow, but I am always secretly afraid that
if I don't write online that I like a certain start-up company, or television
show, or person, before anyone else, then I never really did.”
Something as silly as changing my
hairstyle, isn’t as swiftly cataloged on a blog as it happens in real life. Do you
know what my hair looks like at the moment? No, because I haven’t announced it
anywhere online. For all you know, I could be bald, with 30 piercings (for the
record: I am not, I just changed my hair to a middle part, which right now
feels exciting enough).
I think that’s something to keep in
mind when you read something online. Especially a blog, which is supposed to be
the natural, democratized version of a magazine. Although both of those things
are in general true, it’s important to still separate an image projected online
versus in person. I mean every word I say on this blog, and I really do wear
everything I put up images of. Blogs are like memoirs in a way—we have the
right to tell our stories, but leave out pieces in order to tell what we believe
is the most important truth. However, sometimes people forget that my blog only
makes up a fraction of my entire being.
Although
I am always conscious of all this, from now on I am going to start posting more
of my outfits. This blog is called The
Emma Edition, for a reason. I started it for myself, to catalog my tastes
and interests, and to be able to look back at them over the years in admiration
and embarrassment. And although I am extremely appreciative of each of you who
read this, if no one every did I would still keep it up. I want to start doing
more cataloging for myself, and that starts with, for me, one of the most
powerful mediums and storytellers—clothing.
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